3.3.2015

[miss_lucy21]

I'm supposed to be at church right now, but I ran into a giant wall of Nope. I was doing okay until I realized I had to stop home to pick up a package from the apartment office and then I realized I had to eat, and I really, really did not want to go through a drive-thru, but didn't have time for anything remotely sit down. So, going up to my apartment and eating food was my best option and I had about 15-20 minutes before I had to leave for church. Except, I really didn't feel like eating (I was only about half-hungry, but I wouldn't get home until after 8, so food=necessary) and that's not a good recipe in general, and then the elevator wasn't working and I had to take the stairs. By the time I got to my apartment, I couldn't breathe (stairs are my arch-nemesis even when I'm really in shape and right now I'm really, really not). And that was pretty much the last straw, because if I left again, I'd have to climb back up the stairs because they probably won't fix the elevator until tomorrow. And then I started to cry a little and that was when I decided that discretion was the better part of valor and put my house clothes on.

My head hurts, my back hurts, my body is a little confused on the whole hormone cycle thing at the moment (it happens sometimes when I start a new pack of pills, particularly if there was a gap between packs, which there was this time) and I'm really, really tired. It's raining. It's going to turn to snow tomorrow and dump another 4-7 inches (10-17 cm). I can't even.

So food, and then hopefully sleep.