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miss_lucy21I did get my five things done yesterday. It made today a better day than yesterday, so I'll take it.
When the answer to the "come on, you just have to do 15 minutes" work-out pep talk is "I will cut you if you do not let me go back to sleep Right Now", then skipping the workout is probably a good idea. So I did. I did, however, go get my allergy shot, even though I didn't really feel like dealing with it today. The allergy shot is probably the more important of the two at this point, so of the things to make myself do, that was probably the right choice.
Tomorrow I go back to the doctor for my follow-up for my blood work and the Wellbutrin. I anticipate I will walk out of there with a script for a statin for the damn cholesterol and probably a script for an increased dose of the Wellbutrin. It...works. Sort of. Like, there are moments where things are clear and good and I think, yes, this is the way I'm probably supposed to feel. I just can't string those moments together. My doctor did say that most people need the higher dose, so to not be surprised if the 150 mg didn't quite do it.
(Granted, it didn't do shit for my period issues, but nothing does and this is why I take the three month pill, because if I had to deal with this every month I would be in trouble)
When the answer to the "come on, you just have to do 15 minutes" work-out pep talk is "I will cut you if you do not let me go back to sleep Right Now", then skipping the workout is probably a good idea. So I did. I did, however, go get my allergy shot, even though I didn't really feel like dealing with it today. The allergy shot is probably the more important of the two at this point, so of the things to make myself do, that was probably the right choice.
Tomorrow I go back to the doctor for my follow-up for my blood work and the Wellbutrin. I anticipate I will walk out of there with a script for a statin for the damn cholesterol and probably a script for an increased dose of the Wellbutrin. It...works. Sort of. Like, there are moments where things are clear and good and I think, yes, this is the way I'm probably supposed to feel. I just can't string those moments together. My doctor did say that most people need the higher dose, so to not be surprised if the 150 mg didn't quite do it.
(Granted, it didn't do shit for my period issues, but nothing does and this is why I take the three month pill, because if I had to deal with this every month I would be in trouble)